Things have been kind of easy and we see each other on weekends, not always having sex. This weekend was strange, we took a ride in the car, and he tells me he's not happy, and told HER so, he told her they should split. The whole time holding my hand tight. He wants to be happy. I was to scared to ask if this is getting more serious with us, I was too scared, because I did not want to show how much I really care about him, I actually gave him advice to go easy on her, how stupid am I? Now I regret not putting it out there and ask him straight forward what he really means. He misses me and loves me, so he tells me. Should I just play it cool, and see what happens? I think there is someone at his job he was interested in a while back, but I'm afraid to mention her name. A few times I did, he told me not, nothing is going on with here, and he's turned off by her, and just loves me. How much more proof do i need to know for sure what he's thinking, while he might not even know himself what he wants. But it's eating me inside, and I want to know now. I guess I should have post this in the "vent" section. Should I just play the wait game. I guess what's meant to be will be, but I want him to know in a subtle way, I'm totally in love with him. He said he will call later....he always does. Every day, for the last 6 months. 2-3-4 times a day. What does this all mean. Who can understand man? I guess Mimi does. I read her emails everyday.